Struggling to see why it is worth it anymore...

I feel like I am reaching the end of my will power...  I'm tired of the hassle and seemingly have no fight left.  No one cares... I feel like saying I don't either because that how it feels.

So many phony people.  So many busy buddies.  SO many people that think their way is the only way.

Hog wash. (Hog wash is my second thought, it replaced what I first thought and wrote).

I just don't know how to feel better and happy again... I am so sad inside and tired of being told what to do.

Sorry I failed and let you down.

It's not what was ever intended.